Fiyaaaaaa!

I'm soooo stoked to get everybody's Christmas gifts & wrap it all. And then wrap all the family presents and put it under my tree (which I am putting lights on TOMORROW! YEEEE~) excited excited! I love Christmas season. Also because it brings ... dun dun DUUUUN! WINTER VACATIONNNNNN!

But I suck majorly at gift-wrapping. I remember I used to be a bamf while wrapping them but now it's just ... pathetic ... boohoo ):

I need new black nail polish. Bah!

I don't know how I'm going to get all my schoolwork done and turned in by this Friday. I don't know how I'm going to pass my Econ, Calc and Environmental Science MC finals. I keep forgetting to print out the school addresses for official transcripts. I keep forgetting to ask my parents to write me a check for Cal Poly SLO but now I'm not even sure if I want to get into there (would my parents realize if I didn't send a check but I ended up using their CC to pay to send my SAT scores there? oopsies). I don't want to start applying for financial aid and scholarships.

I'm afraid I won't get into college.

I'm glad he enjoyed the present. I think that was the enabling factor for my massive happiness bursts today. woopwoooooop! I love hitting the bullseye in regards of getting somebody a present they really like. It makes me feel all warm & tingly inside. Yipee.

I was going to finish everything off and destroy it into little itty bitty pieces but ... I'm having immense second thoughts right now. I know, I know. Shoot me, ugh. I'm only going to end up screwing myself over.

But hey ... I only have until next August right? Might as well live life to the fullest.

... Chyeah right. UGHHHHHHHH! FML.


- Baked Cheetos.
- Baked Flamin' Hot Cheetos.
- Chex Mix.
- Onion Rings.
- 1 Kit-Kat bar.
- 1 huge cheese bagel.
- 3 Chips Ahoy cookies.
- jjangahchi.
- Chicken soup, Korean style!
- Sooooooo much rice ... like maybe 3~4 bowls worth. DAMN THE SOUP THAT I PUT THE RICE INTO! T_T


edit -- 2:03 AM


Saw this on Yuna's tumblr & just HAD to repost because it's so corny but hella true.

BOYSBOYSBOYS
• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.
• give her one of your hoodies to wear so everyone knows shes yours.
• leave her cute text/notes.
• tell her she looks beautiful.
• look into her eyes when you talk to her.
• let her mess with your hair.
• touch her hair.
• just walk around with her.
• forgive her for her mistakes.
• look at her like she’s the only girl you see.
• tickle her even when she says stop.
• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
• let her fall asleep in your arms.
• get her mad, then kiss her.
• stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything
• tease her and let her tease you back.
• stay up all night with her when she’s sick.
• watch her favorite movie with her.
• let her wear your clothes.
• when she’s sad, hang out with her.
• let her know she’s important.
• kiss her in the pouring rain.
• when you fall in love with her, tell her.
• and when you tell her, love her like you’ve never loved
someone before.
• and,when she runs up at you crying…the first thing you say is…”who’s ass am i beating today?”