Finished re-reading 花ざかりの君たちへ for about roughly the 15th time. I never get tired of it, even though the ending was a bit rushed ):
It made me feel really lonely. Ha ha. I WANT TO MEET SOMEBODY LIKE SANO IZUMI ㅠㅠ Shin would be nice too ... Or maybe even know somebody like Umeda Hokuto. Sigh ...
Damn senioritis. I don't want to do anything. And regarding school, I care maybe 1/4 the amount that I did last semester. This is bad, horribly bad.
Lately I've been feeling kind of anti-social. I wonder what's wrong with me. 학교 가기 싫고 친구들 안 만나고싶어. 관심없고 그냥 집에 있을래. 2 months until my 18th + prom and 3 months until I graduate. Time really flies.
I'm also not interested in most of the things that I was interested in, for who knows how long before. Good-looking boys? Whatever. Prom? Eh. Hanging out a lot? Hm. I just want to stay home.
I'm so tired.
... I'm afraid I'm going to cry at graduation.
My entries have been pretty sporadic lately. Rather than trying to get complicated thoughts across, I'm more comfortable with just putting out my random feelings. Somehow it makes me feel really relieved, in some odd way.
I hope I can go to Korea this summer.
Won't be too long before I start church-hopping.
Thursday, February 18, 2010
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Make the best of your senior year. You're going to miss it once you get into uni. Other than the hs drama, you'll actually wish you were in hs again once you're out. So go to your prom! That's a once-in-a-lifetime shot. And screw the guys. You'll meet better ones in the real world. :) Trust! Oh, you won't be the only one crying at graduation. I was one of the few that joined the crying club as soon as I knew my hs life is over and I'm not one to show emotions. But look at this way, if you do end up criyng, everyone'll know it'll be mostly tears of joy so it's okay! (Just wear waterproof mascara/eyeliner! ... if you're going to be wearing makeup. XD)
ReplyDeleteIf you go overseas this summer, I'll be very jealous. I don't think I can travel at all for the next four years. D: But be focused Rosemary! Only a few more months!