Sunday

What an amazing Sunday.
It totally made up for (and more) the shitty Saturday I had.
I love my bestfriends. I don't know what I'd do without them.

Laura, for seriously just listening to me and understanding. Being that shoulder to lean on when I started bawling for no reason during worship. Soothing me when I started freaking out about the donut and cookies n' cream kiss chocolates I was eating. For always feeding me at her house and never judging me for the bitch that I am. I've never known somebody who's fully accepted me as I truly am and I've never had to have any wall built up between us.

Stella, for never failing to cheer me up. For the random texts, comments, messages, oovoo sessions, and calls that never fail to make me smile. Always being there to listen, to make time for me, and actually CARE about what I say. For trusting me just as much as I trust her. For all those deep conversations we've had, followed up with stupid shit that we can't help but crack up over. Crazy mad love for you, babycakes.

And then finding out that my lovers Patty Wong and Den Kwok went to watch Jay baby bboy in Vancouver and thought of me & took buttloads of pictures and EVEN GOT ME A MFING GODDAMN AUTOGRAPH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHA AND PATTY PUT MY EMAIL INTO THE LETTER SHE GAVE TO JAY WHO ACCEPTED IT!

I don't remember the last time I was this content.

I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you.
For being there to pick me up at my lowest and never giving up on me. I know I'm not the best person, or even a very good person. I bitch too much, I'm judgmental and I have mood swings as often as the weather changes in socal. I would have never imagined being able to know people who truly appreciate me for who I am and really just give a damn about me.

I hope I'm just as special a person to them as they are to me.