I've been feeling so ... out of it lately. It's like I'm floating by the days without really being aware of my surroundings. I also haven't really been in the best of conditions as of late. I think it's due to the fact that I stay up late and wake up early plus the fact that thinking about college applications + finishing up this semester fantastically + going to college stresses me out like no other.
I'm tired.
It's funny how people enjoy judging me and telling me what I think. Ex: "I think I'm fine." "Uh, no you're not." Excuse me? I'm pretty sure I know how I'm feeling a lot better than you might. It's hilarious how people feel as if they're oh-so-intelligent and all-knowing to the point that they feel obligated to tell me how I'M feeling. Reality check, you don't know me, you don't know all the thoughts (or even any at all) that run through my mind. Worry about yourself before you decide to act all superior over someone else.
I'm really tired.
Is school over yet? I just want winter vacation to come around so I can stay home and relax. I don't mind not going out. I don't mind not being able to meet up with friends outside of my house. I just want time to compose myself and to enjoy lounging around instead of worrying about 837492842 things that are going on in my life.
I don't think I can do this anymore.
"I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairy tale. I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well." - White Horse, Taylor Swift.
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