Mornings

Sunday mornings always give me such a ... funny feeling. That's the only way I can really put it. I wake up feeling odd and somewhat particularly out of it and it pretty much lasts until the evening, which is when the funny feeling is replaced by overwhelming thoughts of "Oh shit, I have homework due tomorrow!" -_- The same routine day in and day out, I need to start actually doing my school work haha. I'm a pathetic excuse of a senior -- I swear I was born with senioritis.

Anyway, it's getting closer to 10 AM and I still look the same as when I woke up half an hour ago. I should be getting ready for church but the thought of it just kind of makes me cringe. Sometimes I wonder if it's really just the church itself that makes me veer away from going to service on Sundays or if it's actually myself who's lost my way. Thinking about it too hard gives me a slight headache.

Oh well. Hopefully today's plans work out and I get to go to Barnes with a couple of my AP Econ buddies because I'm in dire need of some help in that class, plus I have a test tomorrow.